the fiend in me is back

my caffeine lifestyle is in full-force. today was just the beginning. my new favorite coffee this morning with breakfast was great (cream cheese in toasted bagel). this evening, it was a caramel frappuccino. it felt good....

so i've been happily vocal that having a frap is my alternative to smoking. i really felt the need to smoke, but since i don't, the frap filled the void.

i bet if i was hanging out with a smoker, i'd have taken up on it. i've been having these weird urges to, but i just can not bring myself to start without anyone nudging me. and everyone is pretty much telling me to not start. even the smokers i know. it feels good to resist, but at the same time, i want to fall for it.

wtf? i didn't come here to write about smoking. what is it with me today? my mind is thinking about too many lameass things. maybe it's because I WANT TO STOP THINKING ABOUT WORK!!! damn!!!!

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