feeding my brain

why do i spend so much money on books? today, two books = $40+. geeeeezus rice.
let me just correct my previous blog on the things i've been buying: books, legos, food, games. all have something to do with the development of my interests in life, which in truth, shape who i am and will be years from now. should i feel like i'm investing in my future, or just wasting money on my present interests?

since i hate shopping, i have no patience to look for bargain deals. once i see what i want, i'll get it. call me a compulsive buyer, but i get really pissed when i'm talked out of purchasing something i really, really want. shopping makes me broke, but it also lifts me up.

if only money didn't exist and everything was free.